La Cola del Diablo

Paralelo 42 noviembre 5, 2008

Tarde, saludamos al pueblo norteamericano, con palabras de un viejo y querido populista

VAG

John Dos Passos, The Big Money

The young man waits at the edge of the concrete,  with one hand he grips a rubbed suitcase of phony  leather, the other hand almost making a fist, thumb up  that moves in ever so slight an arc when a car  slithers past, a truck roars clatters; the wind of cars  passing ruffles his hair, slaps grit in his face.  Head swims, hunger has twisted the belly tight,  he has skinned a heel through the torn sock, feet  ache in the broken shoes, under the threadbare suit carefully brushed off with the hand, the torn drawers have  a crummy feel, the feel of having slept in your clothes;  in the nostrils lingers the staleness of discouraged carcasses crowded into a transient camp, the carbolic stench  of the jail, on the taut cheeks the shamed flush from the  boring eyes of cops and deputies, railroadbulls (they eat  three squares a day, they are buttoned into well made  clothes, they have wives to sleep with, kids to play with  after supper, they work for the big men who buy their  way, they stick their chests out with the sureness of  power behind their backs). Git the hell out, scram.  Know what’s good for you, you’ll make yourself scarce. Gittin’ tough, eh? Think you kin take it, eh?

The punch in the jaw, the slam on the head with  the nightstick, the wrist grabbed and twisted behind  the back, the big knee brought up sharp into the crotch,  the walk out of town with sore feet to stand and  wait at the edge of the hissing speeding string of cars  where the reek of ether and lead and gas melts into the  silent grassy smell of the earth.

Eyes black with want seek out the eyes of the  drivers, a hitch, a hundred miles down the road.

Overhead in the blue a plane drones. Eyes follow  the silver Douglas that flashes once in the sun and  bores its smooth way out of sight into the blue.

(The transcontinental passengers sit pretty, big  highly paid jobs, who are saluted  men with bank accounts, highly paid jobs, who are saluted  by doormen; telephone girls say good morning to them.  Last night after a fine dinner, drinks with friends, they  left Newark. Roar of climbing motors slanting up into  the inky haze. Lights drop away. An hour staring  along a silvery wing at a big lonesome moon hurrying  west through curdling scum. Beacons flash in a line  across Ohio.

At Cleveland the plane drops banking in a smooth spiral, the string of lights along the lake swings in a  circle. Climbing roar of the motors again; slumped in the soft seat drowsing through the flat moonlight night.

Chi. A glimpse of the dipper. Another spiral  swoop from cool into hot air thick with dust and the reek of burnt prairies.

Beyond the Mississippi dawn creeps up behind through the murk over the great plains. Puddles of mist go white in the Iowa hills, farms, fences, silos, steel glint from a river. The blinking eyes of the beacons reddening into day. Watercourses vein the eroded hills.

Omaha. Great cumulus clouds, from coppery churning to creamy to silvery white, trail brown skirts of rain over the hot plains. Red and yellow badlands, tiny horned shapes of cattle.

Cheyenne. The cool high air smells of sweet grass.

The tight baled clouds to westward burst and scatter in tatters over the straw colored hills. Indigo mountains jut rimrock. The plane breasts a huge crumbling
cloud bank and toboggans over bumpy air across green and crimson slopes into the sunny dazzle of Salt Lake.

The transcontinental passenger thinks contracts, profits, vacationtrips, mighty continent between Atlantic  and Pacific, power, wires humming dollars, cities
jammed, hills empty, the indiantrail leading into the wagonroad, the macadamed pike, the concrete skyway; trains, planes: history the billion dollar speedup, and in the bumpy air over the desert ranges towards Las Vegas sickens and vomits into the carton container the steak and mushrooms he ate in New York. No matter, silver in the pocket, greenbacks in the wallet, drafts, certified checks, plenty restaurants in L. A.)

The young man waits on the side of the road; the plane has gone; thumb moves in a small arc when a car tears hissing past. Eyes seek the driver’s eyes. A hundred miles down the road. Head swims, belly tightens, wants crawl over his skin like ants: went to school, books said opportunity, ads promised speed, own your home, shine bigger than your neighbor, the radiocrooner whispered girls, ghosts of platinum girls coaxed from the screen, millions in winnings were chalked up on the boards in the offices, paychecks were for hands willing to work, the cleared desk of an executive with three telephones on it; waits with swimming head, needs knot the belly, idle hands numb, beside the speeding traffic.

A hundred miles down the road.